The one who got away.

REMEMBER: Whatever happens, happens for a reason

It’s hard to accept, but you can’t change the past. You can’t go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life’d be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that’s a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you’ll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it.

Things change, you can’t help that. People come and go. Fall in and fall out of love. It’s a part of life. Sometimes it will hurt you and other times it will make you laugh. But it’s how you learn from those changes that make you who you are :)

You know those moments when you want to cry and hug someone, but can’t do either because you don’t want to let yourself break down? the moment when you’re feeling so alone? and everything is hurting you? that you feel so helpless? the only thoughts that are in your head are negative and it makes you feel totally alone, like you don’t mean anything to anyone. all you want to do is tell someone how you feel, but you don’t want their pity, and even if you could tell someone, nothing would come out right. you don’t want to laugh or smile, or whine, or argue, or even be stubborn or difficult, you just want to go to bed and cry and hope this feeling passes, and sometimes it does, but it always seems to come back. you feel like you will probably search your whole life for that one person that you can totally trust that you can love forever, who will never ever hurt you, but you know somewhere deep down that you’ll probably never find him. he probably doesn’t even exist, so you just give up, you want so desperately to be alone, but at the same time you fear it so much…

“It just hurts so badly sometimes. Sometimes it feels like you’re being thrown into a train track, but the train only hits your heart. Continuously. Over and over again. Without failure.”

Maybe my heart’s too weak. There’s just this feeling, thought I had to get going… got too scary, got too big, got to get out of here. But now I don’t know how to get home.

Memories just linger and don’t seem to go away. Why can’t I be happier?  The confusion I’m feeling now won’t disappear over night, but someway, somehow, everything will be alright.

Minsan

Minsan sa hindi natin inaasahang pangyayari, nababaliwalala natin ang mga mahahalagang bagay sa buhay natin, mapamilya man, kaibigan, o mahal sa buhay. At dun lang natin mapapansin ang importansya nila pag nawala na sila.

Minsan sa buhay ng isang tao dumadating tayo sa point na pagsisihan natin ang mga nagawa nating maling decisyon sa buhay. Minsan akala natin na pag nagbago tayo at maibabalik mo ang nakaraan at maitatama ang mga maling nagawa mo pero hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon magkakaroon ka ng nangyayari yun. May kasabihan nga diba na “enough is enough”.

Sa mga ganitong pangyayari sa buhay natin wala tayong ibang maasahan kundi ang sarili natin. 

Hay. Ang hirap pala. 

Ang hirap mamulat sa katotohanan na hindi lahat ng pagkakataon makukuha mo gusto mo. Hindi sa lahat ng oras umiikot sayo ang mundo. 

Pero. May tanong ako.

Pag nagbago ka may mangyayari ba? Maibabalik mo ba ang dati? Mawawala ba ang sugat sa puso mo?

That feeling.

Hindi porket hindi na kita pinapansin hindi ka na mahalaga. Mahirap lang talaga pumapel sa buhay ng taong MASAYA na.

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(Source: emanromantiko)